Sebenernya lebih ke gatau mau curhat apa, i can feel it, the sadness, but i cant describe it to someone else. When i curhat to people, idk what respond they'll give to me, did my story give them a negative vibes, What respond that i expect from them, r they have time for me, etc.
I really dont have any motivation, literally burnout, still need to asis and revision but not finished yet. Why am i like this? Idk what to do, im so fuck up. My habit is so bad, just watchin all day. Feel bad to all my friends and family. I cant even cry.. i need to move forward
My friends told me that im the only one that never curhat to them, they dont know about me. When they told me that, i just dont have any story to tell, but when i have it, like now, i just want to keep it to myself (well not really, cuz i tweet it, but i hope they not read this)
GUA KIRA BENERAN YA ASTAGAAAA editannya gg gimang, kalo beneran ada fix banget lah beli. Kalo gada di Lampung, gua minta tolong beliin yang di Bekasi, jabodetabek mah ada harusnya kalo beneran ada
@Indomielovers semoga dipertimbangkan π
Ngejudge doang mah enak ya nder? Infonya tuh minim banget. Seminim itu. Belum lagi yang emang lagi sibuk laprak atau studio, mana sempet nyari tau. Gua aja kemaren pas ngurus dapet info h-1, untung masih keburu. Kurang2in deh judge kek gini kalo gatau keadaan seseorang.
"Maaf ya mbak", ga, ga gua maafin, bodo amat. Gua nunggu panas2 berjam2, duduk di tempat YANG BISA DILIAT PETUGASNYA DENGAN JELAS. "Pantes tadi celingak celinguk", YEEEEE NGEH TERNYATA MEREKA, kesel banget, sekarang belum bisa maafin, waktu gua terbuang berjam2, ntar gatau deh
Petugas TPS gua ga becus banget. Nama gua kelewat ibab, gua duduk sendirian di luar, nungguin nama dipanggil, malah mereka duluan yang nyoblos. "Kenapa ga nanya mbak?", YE TADI KATANYA NANTI DIPANGGIL YA KOCAK, gua kira emang udah giliran petugasnya dulu, eek banget
Kadang kalo gua minggir, yang ngerokok ada yang merasa dan ikut minggir juga, lu keren bang kata gua. Bau ya bego, pengap tolol, kalo ga ngerokok di dalem ruangan bakalan mati lu? punya otak dipake ya babi, kesel banget gua. Sehat2 dah lu di dunia ini
Fuck u buat orang2 yang ngerokok dan vape di dalem ruangan. Orang paling ignorant dan tolol. Ga pernah suka sama orang ngerokok dan vape, tapi kalo yang masih tau tempat ya gua masih yaudah. Misalnya emang tempat buat ngerokok ya gua yang minggir biasanya
Salah satu base yang gua ga komplain kalo ada yang jualan di komen karena sesuai tempat π Membantu banget lagi para seller di base ini kebanyakan, enggak yang asal komen yang relate di tweet viral terus quote jualannya, itu yang nyampah menurut gua, sangat amat mengganggu
I just hope that my future husband can speak english or at least understand basic english... Gua dibilang jago juga enggak, tapi kadang kalo lagi serius, curhat/debat, gatau kenapa lebih nyaman pake bahasa inggris
Tapi ya, gua pernah kek gini, penasaran sama 1 matkul yang katanya banyak yang ngulang. Pas dicoba, ga sesusah itu kok? Tapi emang kudu teliti banget. Saking penasarannya gua jabanin nih 1 matkul, berakhir dapet A wkwkkw karena penasaran, jadi ga tertekan, mungkin karena enjoy jg
Ga bisa basa enggres alias berat bet bahasanya buset, abis baca 1 kalimat, "ok.. maksudnya?" WKKWKWK harus baca berulang2 dan ngartiin vocab yang ga gua tau which is thats the problem of my 'ga bisa basa enggres'. Not to mention the length of the letter tho
If you have 1 chance to go back and experience 1 of these past TWICE Concerts, which Concert will you go to? Which setlist do you think is the best? π
I rarely draw tho, the gap between my recent one and the last one is months. I literally not draw at all, even sketch, no, but when i draw, the result is really good imo, i really like it. Bcs of that i thought, "apakah aku berbakat?" WKWKWWK idk, maybe i just having fun
why i like to draw? i have no idea and i want to know why. Both my parents and all my siblings not that good at it or maybe it just not their passion. My older brother interest with draw since 1 or 2 years ago and idk if hes still trying
So i thought, maybe its from my mom but the answer was not good enough. I still wonder, why? or maybe they can but just never try, but, why am i trying? i love to draw, im happy when i draw, i spent hours and didnt realized it cuz i enjoy it that much. but why? lmaoo