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why do i want people to feel bad for me for being lonely oh he’ll no i was sad cus ifaan doesnt care when i said that Im so bakadere😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

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its like i dont exist at all im not needed anymore

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it hurts me so much

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im the biggest loser that has ever existed

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i genuinely dont expect anyone to understand how this feels.

[umm @regulatingdna]

told ifaan that its hard for me to make friends which is why it feels impossible to make romantic connections and he said yea true. Whatevrr i feel sad after saying that out loud

[umm @regulatingdna]

oomf might be standing next to me

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if it gets bad i can always talk to the free therapists online. Thansk

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i dodnt accept their mental health services i dont CAR anymore whatever

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well 50/50 i wanted mental health services but my imposter syndrome took the best kf me Whatevr. Its also because i dont know how to talk to people. i couldve explained properly how i really feel about everything but i just cant think

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i will be good

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i suck at talking its on me

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black fire is so good i hate nathan

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bonded over bladee but he dont car i think i larp

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it feels like they all feel bad for me cus i had cancer umm seriously

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feel so nauseous im annoyed

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i cant sleep anymore

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no one at work likes me and its only my third day

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i need something that will make me not feel like this anymore