Also i will start running and pilates soon i only eat like 600 cals im hungry but i will prob have yougurt my pilates stuff will get here by mid week so yayyy. I may buy a scale next month
Xhild psychology i just listened the first note and slowly turn my hed towards her with a happy mad look and laugh like a maniac. It was fun bc this kind of songs calm my mind, like yeah i overthink but at the same time i can concentrate. Idk but it was fun
Today i was drawing in class and my headphones were out of battery so my friend lend me one of her headphones and she told me i coukd put sum music, im bad with remembering songs names so i told her “i want depressive songs that make me wanna bed rot” she put some light ones but-
I didn’t feel anything, like when i cry or the feeling im used after the sh sesh lol, so she knows a lot pf em and when she saw i was serious (the teacher was so fun about that bc he recommended sum new ones but yeah same feeling) she typed one and it was-
On weekends i eat twice a day and weekdays i have an avocado toast with milk and a banana and between 3 or 6 is my lunch. It depends on the portions but more veggies less cereals and on night sometimes are like two cups of low cal pop corns and my green juice or just juice
Why does she get the attention of her? Like i dont like her but still pisses me off bc she l doesn’t do a thing and she feels “aawww” for her. And her excuse for her behavior! OMFG I DONT CARE. Im not asking u to be like “normal” ppl. U just need to focus.
There was a time when i didn’t wanna tell my friend my age bc i thought they would say “at ur age u should be more mature” (we are all adults but im the older one yet act the silliest, yeah i never really interacted with anyone so i would often giggle at every little shit plus -
I lowkey act like fucking loser, like wdym u see me playing roblox on my free time or while having a free class ) so yeah when i reveal my age she told me “ you act like our age 😭 by ur age i thought you would be more mature” and i told her “covid 19” on highschool.