guys i liedddddd ππππ i actually want it πππππππ i want it so bad ππππππππ i want it so bad i almost threw up on the floor πππππππ so bad itβs consuming me ππ
okay meds aside i feel pretty good today!!! as in my mind feels soooo blank & i like cleaned for 3 hours then worked out then meal prepped & did laundry & got ready for the week & i realize life without a stupid voice in ur head telling u constantly that everyone hates u & u
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here.