mushroom

edrtwt | bmi: 23.3 | lw/gw bmi: 14.3 | extensively mentally ill

[mushroom @relapseween]

🍄‘s edrtwt intro [redone]

-25 || they/them
-relapsing post-recovery
-ceo of weight fluctuations
-psych degree holder
-likes: kpop, animals, stuffed animals, anime, video games
-ifb 18+ 🫶

[mushroom @relapseween]

@bmifattie noooo you shouldnt quit bc of the haters if it’s smth you are passionate about!!!

[dida ᢉ𐭩 @needcaffeinepls]

she is the definition of petite .

[mushroom @relapseween]

some people look good at a higher/normal bmi but NOT me for some reason. My face is soooo round and fat like this. My thighs are HUGE. Anything over bmi 18 looks bad on me, so now that im at 23, i look AWFUL. But a lot of people look better when they aren’t hella underweight. Wtf

[mushroom @relapseween]

lost 10 lbs, but i look the exact fucking same too

[mushroom @relapseween]

Ugh i feel like weight loss is halting a bit. In a ~1700 cal deficit, i should be losing 1 lbs every two days. Im also not losing ANY weight off my thighs/ass…going to stay consistent but i am sad

[mushroom @relapseween]

@jealouslisaRoe TWINS OMG

[mushroom @relapseween]

does anyone else tear up their bread like this to make it look like so much more? 😭

[mushroom @relapseween]

Im losing weight so obv not but what if

[mushroom @relapseween]

been restricting well enough without too much hunger that im starting to get paranoid that im eating at night in my sleep 😭😭

[mushroom @relapseween]

Is it bc i dropped my intake suddenly without yoyoing?

[mushroom @relapseween]

another night of horrible explosive diarrhea without laxatives ??? literally what is happening???

[mushroom @relapseween]

i didnt even eat the same things as the other day…? Im only intaking 400-700 cals a day for almost 2 weeks like what

[mushroom @relapseween]

omad (hopefully) — 410
-tomato soup (200)
-royo bread (120)
-cheese (90)

may have a snack after bc 410 is kinda low and i dont wanna binge

[mushroom @relapseween]

staring at the list of safe meals and questioning life

[mushroom @relapseween]

i gotta stop weighing myself twice a day but i dont know what it my true weight

[mushroom @relapseween]

trying to decide wtf to have for my omad tonight 😩😩😩

[Hallow @4khallow]

I treat my relationships like MATH... Once I'm confused I Attempt suicide

[lola ❤︎ @pinkheartdolly]

dream

[Berriiiii @slvtberrii]

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[mushroom @relapseween]

tired of letting a man ruin my life tbh.