That's why I'm now doubtful if this connection even real or not. Now I don't want to go back anymore even though I feel him. I cannot feel this heartache any longer. Too many disappointment. I'm tired.
I felt like everything is a lie. Never felt this feelin before. Like seriously. Selama hidup I never fall for someone this deep. Like an instant soul recognition. Feeling his pain, mirroring instantly.
But we never met though. It's so real but it's not. I've been consistent and very clear what I am to him. But he is not. He rejects me. He is showing me the pattern of how my mom is very inconsistent.
@0xhanyfa Gue pacaran 4 taun juga ujungnya cerai. Skrng mau cari yg langsung pengen nikah aja. Buang buang waktu bgt pacaran tuh. Yg penting harus Tau luar dalam.
@ssgedex Loh iya. Saya buktinya cerai. Gak nuntut tapi malah nyesel kenapa gak nuntut. Kerja sendiri buat diri sendiri. Ngapain hidup kayak Gini. Ya cerai lah. Laki kalo gak bisa nafkahi gausah jadi laki. Gagal itu
@JetVeetlev Bare minimum wanita feminim adalah by existing. We are just like a flower. Blooming. Men is the bee. Don't do anything ladies. Just being pretty, good energy, exist. Cowo kalo udh di nurture sama cewe tuh bisa jadi superman.
@samnvendr Kondisi susah gapapa asal suami gue usaha. Dia sendiri bilang kalo dia gak segitu nya pengen menafkahi. Dia seneng liat gue mandiri. Gue capek bgt sih. Sakit hati dengernya.