I struggle a lot with the idea of being perceived as cute I only obsessed over my bsfs death this much is bc he genuinely saw me as a cute person he saw me as a boy which made me happy and he thought I was cute I miss being perceived as smth other than a sexual object
Iβm at 11.5k Iβm such a chud I used to get to 25-35k daily and I used to omad/eat under 400 cals now I can barely get over 10k and I eat like a fat bitch fml
I just had 140 cals worth of bs fmlfmlfml it had like 7g of fat what am I doing UGHHUGHUGHGGHH my food grade on my cal calc went from A- to B+ and that hurt me to my core
@c1overtxx What used to help me was walking 1k every hour from 1pm-10pm but now I lwky just rawdog the 10k all at once while watching like a movie or a show or like doomscrolling