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@the92ndone @bierkonceagain again, talking abt hours lateness when most ppl mean no more than idk 20 mins

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@phovri @cymrurouge thats such a dream situation omg

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@whatsupdoc79 @BlkNaCl these ppl very much believe that's how it works tho

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"Uhhhhh if what you're saying is true then basically every day would be a struggle and even achieving basic things would take an inordinate amount of effort, so clearly it's not true" yeah about that

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@JasmineJin12 @meowingabyss if you really look you'll see 98% of us are just asking to not be shamed further bc we know. we are aware and we Do Try. this started with the argument that punctuality isn't inherently a moral failing, not that it doesn't matter at all

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@JasmineJin12 @meowingabyss if you say well if you're so dysfunctional then you should be in a care home then i agree actually but i can't afford that. and also treatment could probably help me be more independent and functional but i cant afford that either

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@JasmineJin12 @meowingabyss i know it's not true that's why i'm saying in some cases it's borderline delusion if not truly delusion. like in the way manic people will truly believe they're on some god shit during mania. i know its hard to wrap the mind around delusion feeling real to delusional ppl but alas

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@masochistshark am i crazy to say csm kinda?

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@GASLIGHTER_ @angryaboutbikes shit i thought setting alarms was the solution though

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@angryaboutbikes ive had these for literal years on my notificacion screen

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@DJ_ILLIN_PAIN @voidpires no im accutely aware it's my fault that's why i got depression

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@JasmineJin12 @meowingabyss i dont think you understood what i meant

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@faerieofthebog @meloncrab that's wonderful! i hope it's all going well and uphill ♥

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@Frannie1899 @YugamiSekaiP @vvnoone_ @jacobscheier its okay i get that you do not get it so ill stop the interaction here. i just hope no one in your life who considers you important has these struggles and has to hear all this from you instead on an internet stranger

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@Frannie1899 @YugamiSekaiP @vvnoone_ @jacobscheier tasks, change tasks, manage time and plan ahead do not work as they should. i sevwrely lack those neurotransmitters and cannot afford vyvanse which is the only medication that has ever helped me because i cant hold a job

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@Frannie1899 @YugamiSekaiP @vvnoone_ @jacobscheier i understand and i think it's very admirable you've achieved that and you should be very proud and also i am deeply sorry you have to live with that. However please look at the neuroscience of ADHD. The part of my brain that regulates the neurotransmitters needed to initiate

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@Frannie1899 @YugamiSekaiP @vvnoone_ @jacobscheier also no. not everyone has mental issues. that belief is precisely what leads to people not understanding the severity of some mental illness.

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@Frannie1899 @YugamiSekaiP @vvnoone_ @jacobscheier disability well. disables me. and THEY UNDERSTAND and return the favor with me too! even if we get frustrated at each other sometimes because we know we are all trying our best

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@Frannie1899 @YugamiSekaiP @vvnoone_ @jacobscheier know my tardiness distresses some of them and if i am late i let them know beforehand, apologize, and understand its okay if they dont want to meet anymore or of they just need time to regulate themselves and try to make it up to them in any way possible. i ONLY fail where my