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just a depressed person

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

My twitter feeds is just like my life
I can go like moody this time
And laughing my ass of something stupid the next minute

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

when your trauma get backs to haunts you on the random days. 🙂

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

it is never funny to joke about somebody's wound

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

it's crazy we went from season 1-4
and now this season we're both with other person

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

好像失忆，好想把那些回忆从脑海里删除

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

ingin tidur. tapi otak lg brisik

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

mungkin kedepan ketika aku lihat kembali keadaan sekarang
aku akan merasa ak bodoh masih menanyakan apa iya ga bisa lagi kita perbaiki

tapi yang ku tau, jika aku ga mencoba, aku akan menyesal meninggalkan semua itu dengan pertanyaan "gimana kalau aku berusaha lagi saat itu"

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

ternyata sakit juga ya 🙂

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dan ternyata setelah kehilangan
kita baru masing" bisa mencurahkan isi hati kita selama ini

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

lucu yak. ternyata kehilangan ini menyadarkan terlalu banyak hal
ternyata belom siap kehilangan
ternyata ga ada dia, ak seberantakan ini
ternyata aku yang tidak memahami cara dia sayang ke aku
ternyata we're so messed up with this whole communication thing

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

只想睡觉
因为在梦里有你

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https://t.co/0aMfCvacEv

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he said "dont drink coke, dont get drunk, dont smoke"

that's what i did during the heart break

and it hurts when he mentioned these
cos he knows me that well

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

anxiety hits, depressed, lost, empty
what else ?

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ranway from the reality:

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knewing this day would happen
but still. it hurts so bad

[Aditya Julian @adityajuliannn]

abis energi

[♐️🌧 @renren22_]

🤍🩶