Renüdl

SFU '19

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@thelittlemerm Felt this in the depth of my soul

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Too much of an empath bc tonight at the hockey game the other team won and everyone booed and they didn’t have a single person cheering for them and I started to tear up a little :”)

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@thelittlemerm Valid question

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What stage of failure am I in when I’m jobless with 3 college degrees considering going back to school🥲

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My car registration, car insurance, and wedding all falling in the same month is my villain origin story😀

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You ever just want to be severely depressed and rot in bed for 24 hours straight but your super loving and sweet fiancé forces you to go outside and sets up an area with a speaker, towel, chairs, and a cold drink. Like ugh let me just be self destructive😭 (kidding I love him)

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Just passed out and had a seizure in the backyard woke up to Cj cradling me crying because he thought I was dying😭 I traumatized the poor guy but definitely can’t question his love for me😮‍💨

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Being jobless was really fun for like 3 months but now that my bank account has hit 0 and my credit card is maxed out I’m having not as much fun :/ where does one get a job in this area tho 😅

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@thelittlemerm The last TWO times I ate a frosty I projectiled vomit all over the floor 5 mins after eating it I’m traumatized from them now🥲

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Every time I explain my wedding and someone says “that’s exactly what I always pictured for you” I’m slightly offended like you really think I wanted the most redneck wedding in my parents backyard😂 please I’m just poor okay

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Sheesh😪

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I was so scared to go wedding dress shopping bc I thought they’d be like $1000 dollars and I’d fall in love with one way out of budget but I found the perfect one for less than $100😭 such a dream life I’m living

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My dad just looked me dead in the eyes and told me he can’t write his notes while I’m walking around the house bc it’s causing the house to wobble and distracts him.. I’m 300% sure he is neurodivergent like should I leave pamphlets around the house orrrr

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I need someone to tell me money isn’t real and that I should do the one thing that makes me happiest for my wedding (the honeymoon lol). I feel like I’ve already given up so much for it but it feels irresponsible to spend money on travel when we are broke🥲💔

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If I had to describe adulthood it would be putting groceries back so we can afford to buy a bird feeder, a pole to hang it on, and the bag of bird seed. And it was way worth it bc Cj and I just spent 45 minutes staring at the feeder cheering every time a bird comes.

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I can’t even imagine what it’s like to be financially secure like my entire adult life has just been barely getting by and I regret it most when my family is struggling and I’m not able to help them. I wish I could go back and change my career path😭

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I respect the corporate baddies and women with career goals and ambition so much but like it’s just not for me?? I don’t want to work. I have no aspirations or motivation. I want to sit in my flower field and read a book and bird watch all day.

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@thelittlemerm Lots of dip minimal chips

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Just did an hour yoga session to divorced dad rock and it was a very healing experience

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Wore a $10 Ross dress to a millionaires party. Follow me for more on how to be broke and boujee💅🏼