I have a theory that her obsession with looking as tiny as possible is also tied to wanting to be infantilized and may be a somatic trauma response lol.
The fake baby voice, the oversized sweaters, the high school ponytail, acting like a shy little kid all the time, along with her constant need to ruin relationships, it feels like she might have had massive daddy issues growing up.
Maybe her dad walked out, or maybe there was a divorce, or something else happened, and her brain is basically stuck in this weird regressed child state because it feels safest there. Restricting her food probably also gives her a sense of control that she felt she lacked growing up because a lot of the time, EDs are about control.
It feels like she’s subconsciously recreating the trauma and separation loop because she witnessed it growing up and it feels comforting and familiar to her, it’s basically her brain somatizing the trauma. She targets taken men so she can orchestrate the separation herself and regain the control she didn’t have when her dad left.
But I could be wrong. I’m not even sure her dad left, but a lot of the stuff with Ariana just makes sense to me if that were the case lol.
@inkissland ما تدرين قد ايش الموضوع مأزمنني لاني تربيت ان كل شى متعلق باليد اليسار = غلط و ذنب
اذكر وانا صغيرة كنت اخذ اللقمة بيدي اليمين ثم امسكها بيدي اليسار و اكلها على اساس اخفف من الذنب religious guilt since day one
قبل شوي كنت بندعس بالدباب من الجحلط بالحارة يعني يا جزمة وش وراك يوم انك تسوق بهالسرعة في حي و تعرض الناس للخطر يا ابن سته وستين كلب يارب ينفجر فيك الدباب و تنحرق مكوتك عشان ما تقدر تجلس عليه مره ثانيه
Sources close to Hudson Williams tell TMZ that the actor was unaware of the swastika symbol drawn on his face in resurfaced High School photo:
“We’re told Hudson had no idea what was being drawn on his face at the time ... and the offensive symbol was the result of other intoxicated teens [at a campout] scribbling inappropriate images on one another in an attempt to get laughs and shock reactions.”
(https://t.co/dJURuiVMrp)