Not forgetting about when I asked my boyfriend to screen record our ultrasound video so I could send it to my mum & sisters but he didn’t turn off his music (I didn’t realise either, it was my sister who noticed), so it’s just our baby girl moving around to GDFR by Flo Rida
the amount of love I have for people in my life and everyone I’ve met is a bit overwhelming tonight, I’m either crying because I hate the world or because I love it that much. Make it make sense. (Also can’t blame pregnancy because I was the same beforehand)
I gave up explaining to people why I’m mad/upset/aggravated or annoyed bc if they lack the self awareness to note what they did to receive that version of me, they’re not going to understand whether you explain a 100 times or not. Some people are just built different 🗣
it just makes it even more clear that healing isn’t linear. more so a spiral if anything, you can think you’re over something or healed from a particular event until one day it just seems as heavy as it did initially.
I’m against lawnmowers, I once caught a moth in the fly mo when I was helping my mum with the garden & the guilt has stayed with me, just unnecessary.
My sisters once told my mum that I’d come out to them as lesbian when actually all that happened was they walked in my room whilst I was listening to king princesses pussy is god and took it from there