"i don't even care if you did, i just wonder still when you'll wake up." sieun stares at his phone too long that his eyes start to hurt.
—and idek where this will go goodbye
#shse fic wherein—
"have i loved you all this time, suho-ya?" sieun types into the message box that was filled with a one sided conversation for years. "have i loved you without even noticing it?" he reiterates.
"did you notice it, too?," he continues on writing.
"did you see it in my white casted arm the day you came to my apartment?"
"did you see it in my eyes long before i even understood what i was feeling?"
sieun's fingers stutter as he sends message after message—broken in fragments like his broken heart.
@reqinodactyl pero iba pa rin talaga if it's the ocean's frigid and consuming depth ‘yung tinanggap mo nang buong buo— ‘yung minahal mo :(( ‘yung tipong hahayaan, gugustuhin mong malunod just so you can rest in their seabed
sieun kissing suho's forehead everytime he tucks him in before he leaves after visiting hours as a way to cope. and when suho wakes up, sieun got so used to kissing suho's forehead that he did it after saying goodbye with a promise to meet the next day.
an #shse fic where suho gets increasingly surprised at how cloee his halmeoni and sieun have gotten when he woke up. he eventually realises why and falls in love with sieun even more
this hits so hard because Jim's life has been full of painful loves: mom and brother left, stepdad was abusive, flings that never wouldve worked. jim never loved (except bones) because it always ends in pain so imagine his "oh" moment once he realizes hes falling in love w/ spock
sometimes they have other lovers first too, or maybe sometimes it will be that last second confession before one of them dies, but at the end of the day, their greatest love is each other.
#SPIRK: it doesn't matter if we didn't get our happy ending here; i'll find you in my next life. we're universal constants after all, you and i, every version of me will love you.
or
in every universe and in every timeline, i will always find my way back to you
storytime:
I've wanted to edit them to this song for months. it kinda fits them tbh. cuz it is true in every universe they will never fall in love again--the love that they'll take to the grave--unless it's with each other. there may be universes in which they take too long,