there is no straightforward answer for this because i have dissociative identity disorder. but this, i have decided, is the blueprint that my covert presentation tends to assume more.
will delete later but .... after much consideration and several days of research + help from loved ones we have finally figured out my enneagram.
so/sp 2w1 296.
it was very hard to tell if my core was 2 or 9, as well as trouble with instinctual variants.
while i kept leaning on the idea that my core would more likely be 9, my desires and fears just didn't match up. i thought that given my social repulsion i couldn't be so2, but there were a lot of varying factors that i had to consider.
i heavily dislike socializing so if i am talking to you consider it my highest regards. your energy washes into me and i lack the barrier to keep your feelings from being my own.