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anorexic foodie

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by rule i dont do buffets its so much anxiety and i dont wanna get myself sick like that again i had no idea the meeting was there fml

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absolutely terrified about this weekend cause im supposed to go to an asian buffet on saturday and have a family thing for lunch on sunday

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next year ill be 2,5 hour flight away from her and in the same time zone….. no more 8000kms distance and 9 hours time difference thank u v much

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its been one year w my girllll👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🎂🎀💗 d-25 until seeing her 🫥

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being severely underweight for so long my body image is forever fucked i cannot picture myself any other way like wdym thats not an average looking body

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cannot wait to be living in LA and one of the things im most excited about is get free food on campus for a year 😭 hate paying for food so much anything free is divine to me……

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trying to be okay w my cw!! and telling myself i look better than at my lowest (spoiler i dont)

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lecturer..anyways

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should be working as a french lector in a uni in la next year lets gooo

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i dont even like LA like that but im excited to be living abroad again and in cali closer to my gf🙏🏻 also live the student life and shittt damn

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got punished for my sins and puked 8 times a few hours after tweeting this

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id love to go vegetarian but my issue is im so curious about food (also obsessive ocd blablabla) i could go w never having anything i have already have but i NEED to try everything once

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i love learning so much about rlly anything and educating my palate is really up there </3 just a fatass

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id love to go vegetarian but my issue is im so curious about food (also obsessive ocd blablabla) i could go w never having anything i have already have but i NEED to try everything once

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nice little extreme hunger day for me ☺️

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fuck a low tdee i should be restricting way harder than this to get results but fuck have a job i need to sleep sometimes im so done

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how is the number on the scale always around the same i feel disgusting

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the feeling irritated cause hunger and anxiety -> talking like shit to ppl -> feeling irratated at myself pipeline

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@DietCokeCigs wow u look beautiful

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going insane

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restricted ahead and been feeling absolutely awfu barely getting any sleep but at least i got to eat good today 😄 how bad do i hate this illness fr