i’ve never thrown such a big pity party on this damn account bc i hate doing that shit but holy fuckkk i’m going through it so hard dis is literally me all day today LMFAOO
and i’m ni6 even joking this new daughter is so beautiful and skinny and is popular and has so much going for her. meanwhile my mom got handed a severely mentally ill loser ass fat ugly daughter to show off as i grew up. yay for fucking her
hello im back from my trip and i think im ready to make a plan to kill myself finally. life is looking very bleak and pointless for the foreseeable future. nobody will listen to me about it either. i’m very sad and my family friends and bf would all be better off without m
also my family is always so much happier without me. they were all together for the 4th while i was on my trip and my mom even has a new daughter from her boyfriend that is the ideal daughter and not like me at all. i’m the only ine that doesn’t belong there anymore
idec if its water weight or what, i’ve been fasting 20:4 every day while omading below 1000 (around 700), getting 5k steps and drinking lots of water. and tomorrow ill add some workouts. i feel v happy
beach trip with my bf and bsf in a week and a half.. if i can’t lose at LEAST 3 pounds by then i may just become a nun for the week bc nobody will be seeing this fugly body
i started birth control to manage pcos back in february and have gained 7 pounds since and can not lose weight at all.. i actually look bigger than my weight and its not the body dysmorphia talking it’s like im retaining any and all fluid ever. thinking abt just stopping atp
beach trip with my bf and bsf in a week and a half.. if i can’t lose at LEAST 3 pounds by then i may just become a nun for the week bc nobody will be seeing this fugly body
@flxttershy_0 REAL REAL REAL im so sorry to be so interactive but i love pesterchum i used to use it religiously on my laptop during my major homestuck era lol, i didnt think it still existed