sami

going through a crisis look away

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at least it was olive oil ig i need to eat more healthy fats

[sami @retirefromsad]

im so stressed i have a hige exam today and im so nervous, i always cook lunch but i dont have the time today so my dad offered to cook and i told him to add milk to a sauce to make it thinner and HE ADDED FUCKING OIL and i watched him pour it and it was so much

[sami @retirefromsad]

i dont wanna eat it but i dont wanna be a bitch why did he do that omg

[sami @retirefromsad]

i bought vegan hotdogs and they're 55 cals each and 10g of protein

[sami @retirefromsad]

why is it so hard to get back in track

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my friend sent me a pic of a jacket and asked if i wanted it cause im the only one it'll look oversize in😭

[sami @retirefromsad]

ek tostado de mcdonalds no tiene 300 calorias ni a palo si el pan es mas fino q mi pito y si estan de buen humor con suerte te ponen una feta de queso entera y no media

[sami @retirefromsad]

the girl iv always liked has an obvious huge crush on a girl who's literally a model and she's so tall and thin i wanna end it

[sami @retirefromsad]

why do i have to lose boobs first this is literally a nightmare

[sami @retirefromsad]

maybe i should just stop seeing her lol

[sami @retirefromsad]

my therapist told me she wasn't concerned about my relationship with food so now i wanna be underweight

[sami @retirefromsad]

like i wanna get worse just to spite her

[sami @retirefromsad]

i wanna talk about my problems with food with my therapist but she literally doesn't care and it makes me feel so invalidated

[sami @retirefromsad]

ive been feeling like shit lately

[sami @retirefromsad]

done being fat im fr this time

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i did it at a filthy restaurant bathroom 5 mins ago and the only reason i didn't finish was because my boyfriend called me and i know im going to do it again tonight cause i have a party and i wanna drink

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tw purg1ng // if you're a recovery acc please unfollow me

idk why ive been purg1ng a lot this week, im not even that triggered i just do it

[sami @retirefromsad]

hoy me sentia horrible y gorda y la dentista me dice "sentate gordita" me voy a arrancar los pelos

[sami @retirefromsad]

i was exercising and vomit came up my throat i could taste lunch it was disgusting

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if i follow any recovery account pls sb me i dont wanna trigger anyone