angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era

୨୧ ‧˚ 🍧 ꒰ EDNOS ꒱♡⌎ ˊᗜˋ✦⊹˚ 🍥.꒰ enby femme lesbian ꒱ ‧˚★ 。° ꒱ ੭🪽*ⵌ *꒰ pro-recov ꒱ 🍭(๑╹ڡ╹)╭ ～ ♡ 🍰 ꒱🍡 9teen ︴i ♡ machine girl

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

🪷︴unpinning at 115lbs (bmi 19.7) ᝰ.ᐟ🌷

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

its a year today since she took her own life i really miss my girlfriend

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

dude i loooveeee rubbing scented lotion into my cuts yessss the best part is the burning and inflammation

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

you guys get mad at anything

[𝓁 ♡ @dscplined]

I hate thinspo pics where they put their panties above their hips like in this pic. Omg. It gives dirty

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

i hate how fat cells look and i hate the fact that they are in my body even more

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

in my honeymoon era for my current relapse

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

999 calories 1000 calories

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

meticulously disposing of all the food and drinks i bought earlier to binge on and impulsively buying amazon diet pills with one day shipping that doubles the cost i need to be shot in the back of the head old yeller style

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

fuck my fat chungus life

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

loseit was lying to me about the calories of my omad and it was actually double the calories

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

loseit was lying to me about the calories of my omad and it was actually double the calories

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

what are the best appetite suppressants that actually work for you guys?? ive been stress eating so much especially at work since i work at a fast food place,,,

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

oh look the beacon of light

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

i gotta be skinny for machine girl in march 🙏🙏🙏

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

how the FUCK do u starve while u work at a fast food place

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

on a more positive note i have a job that i (mostly) enjoy even though its fast food :) dog in the drive thru window

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

ive noticed that when i start eating normally again my chronic illness flares up (interstitial cystitis) so i guess thats another reason to relapse

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

ive noticed that when i start eating normally again my chronic illness flares up (interstitial cystitis) so i guess thats another reason to relapse

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

if im near/above 125 in the morning im gonna stop eating again lmao

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

microdosing self harm by doing one (1) cut so i dont have to count it as a relapse

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

its been a very weird past couple of days but tldr; i confessed about my current relapse to my gf after thanksgiving and how bad its been and she set up an appointment for me for ED counseling to try and recover. i will not be doing that. ive eaten normally the past two days to-

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

is twitter down

[angel .ᐟ retsuko of edtwt˚ ༘🌸 ⋆ relapse era @retsucalz]

it took a whole day without c-section and i was born at exactly 3am

[Praise🎀🍒 @idfwpraise]

What’s the lore behind your birth?