//new pinned
-Chiar dacă fac greșeli… voi continua să merg înainte-
Grade 1 Fixer, at your service. If you’ve come with a contract offer please let me know.
//also thank you @/redaccting for letting me c0mm1ssion this from you!!! It’s looks amazing!!
//also more below
@LuckyNuggetLoki *Revi cried, it’s quiet, and he hides his face, but he cries.*
*He misses them already so much, but there really is nothing he can do.*
/ OKAY SO UPDATE
I AM ON A SEMI-HIATUS! I WILL SHOW UP OCCASSIONALLY JUST FOR ANYTHING LIGHTHEARTED BEFORE MY ACTUAL RETURN! I AM STRUGGLING MENTALLY AND WANT TO AVOID STRESSING MYSELF OUT 。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。
THOUGH I STILL WANT SOME INTERACTIONS! SO CONSIDER THIS A BOOST AS WELL
@AngelaofLCorp It’s the same with me, it would’ve been easier if they did. Yet my parents didn’t, they just accepted their deaths.
I don’t understand either, but I have a guess.
I think they still cared about you, even when faced against you like that.
@AngelaofLCorp Before, I was trained to be a child soldier… I was told to kill my parents. Before I did, I felt nothing. I was convinced they’d get in the way of my “holy war”. Yet… after it happened, I couldn’t help but regret what I did. Every time I remembered their faces, I cried.
>
@AngelaofLCorp You don’t have to know, hell, I didn’t understand my own emotions for a long time either. Honestly, I still don’t sometimes.
But I think that’s normal.
And what you’re feeling, I think it’s regret. Maybe guilt?
*He thinks for a moment before speaking.*
>
@AngelaofLCorp You long for connection, to be seen, to be cared for… to be loved.
*He speaks as if from experience.*
So even if they treated you horridly, you still want their love because they made you.
*He looks at her again, his expression one of sorrow and understanding.*
Am I right..?
@AngelaofLCorp …creators.
*It seems she really is the same as the Angela he knows.*
Then I understand why you wanted to please them.
*He looks at her for a moment before speaking.*
They were your parents, in a way.
@AngelaofLCorp I’m not entirely sure myself, but whenever I said things like that, someone close to me did the same.
*He says softly.*
I don’t know if it’s helped, and I can’t change the circumstances of your birth but I can be here and say this.
You’re here now, that’s what really matters.
@AngelaofLCorp …
*His eye soften incredibly, starting to grasp how deeply she is intertwined with the war itself.*
*So, for some reason, he reaches out and places a hand on her forearm. It’s small, but he’s trying to say he’s there.*
@AngelaofLCorp Ah, knowledge is still a burden though. Even if you haven’t seen it firsthand.
*He says with a small nod.*
If… you ever wanna hear more about those who fight in it, you can always ask me. I don’t truly mind talking about it anymore.