@OfCockyAgentW [bob] steps back again, turning away.
“i just don’t think i’m worth it. there’s no point. void is just going to keep fighting to come out. i’m tired. i want it to end. staying in here.. listening to all of this… it’s fine. i did it before.”
@OfCockyAgentW [bob] quickly stops backing up, he didnt realize he was even doing it. his body still in flight mode from being in such close proximity to his father again.
“sorry, johnny. didn’t realize i was doin’ it.”
@OfCockyAgentW [bob] flinches when he hears his name, but quickly sits up and pulls his hands from his head. that wasn’t his dad. that sounded like john. his eyes well with tears.
“john??”
@OfCockyAgentW [bob] is sitting on the floor in the ‘safest’ room. his hands are over his ears. he’s been here for way longer than he usually is, yet the yelling of his dad is still getting to him. the insults from his dad and the way his mom joins in, makes him nauseous. +