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@cozyheartpana BECAUSE HE KNEW NO ONE COULD

[Dino Al dente @cairusvt]

"svt are so weird for not accepting Dino's invitation to go to paradise like I know it's a skit WE KNOW it was. but ride the fucking joke you fucking losers that's Lee Chan of Seventeen I swear to GOD-"

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I honestly thought solboo couldn’t get any crazier cuz they had a pretty good run this v8 promotion. And then seungkwan pos… — No but I didn’t even expect the run they had let alone this. And when they enlist? Will it get crazier???? https://t.co/h2nriJqaT0

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I’m going to lose it I have so many feelings someone come to my alterspring and talk me through it

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seungkwan is laying his devotion out there so plainly by saying “I don’t need to play the function you have others to play for you. I’ll be here to cheer you on even if no one else does. So do what you want, Chwe Vernon. I’m with you.”

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no but. the craziness of seungkwan putting that line in his message: I know I can’t be the friend who inspires you.

first read would be angsty, no? continuous painting of seungkwan lamenting something he can’t give vernon or that vernon must lack from him.

but no.

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it’s seungkwan acknowledging that he has a role to play that he values even more - not as a muse or a musical counterpart but as an endless support. vernon, who values autonomy and doing things his own way. vernon, who isn’t always understood by others.

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and how their interests or wants don’t align but END with how Seungkwan should continue to be the way he is anyway…a stubborn man giving ground to his best friend….

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Seungkwan cherishing Vernon’s individuality and understanding his personality and needs and celebrating them and acknowledging where he may not fit them perfectly but promising to be his no.1 supporter anyway…

Vernon telling stories that start with how Seungkwan is so different

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ok what fic do I write … quiet friends to lovers post concert coda OR fwb pre concert sexy times and then Vn is SLEDGEHAMMERED w feelings after

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sorry smirking at all the fools who grumble and pout about solboo existing like no matter what people who treasure their friendship will always win bc it is so sweetly and simply real and enduring

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@boo4thesol me too eza he has so much love for his bononie and is so proud of him and wants to show that love and pride in all its reality and romanticism

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“Although I can’t be a friend who inspires you” oh now who said THAT

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@boo4thesol like. I did not miss that!!

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always cheers his Vernonie on, and in the most elegant, sweet, and somehow disarmingly honest words. Wearing his heart on his sleeve for him always!

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Wish you all could see the JOLT my entire BODY experienced opening up that insta post after being on airplane mode for 2 hours. Wish you could see the way my mouth DROPPED OPEN. But I shouldn’t be surprised that Seungkwan is overcome w pride and affection should I? He always

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Do NOT talk to me about that instagram post

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@boo4thesol this is crazy I went insane looking at Them

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@solbooskid Oh OKAY