Unfortunately, I do want a provider. I do want a protector. I do want a leader. I do want a dominant man. I do want emotional maturity and effective communication. I do want mental stability. I do want to be spoiled. I do want self awareness. I do want clingy, obsessed and safe. I do want someone who chooses me every time. And nobody is going to make me feel bad for wanting those things in a partner.
cutting people off feels different now. itโs not anger, itโs grief. like dangโฆ I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me Iโm not safe with you.
My main goal is to make sure I reach my full potential. There's a woman that I plan to be. I'm not her yet. I'm still learning and growing, failing and resetting, hitting and missing. But I'll keep working until I become who I aspire to be.
Nothing like waking up and being ABLE! Able to breath, hear, talk, walk, and see. Just the little things we do on a daily basis. Forever grateful๐๐พ.