trust your journey... don’t compare it to others, don’t get discouraged if you “feel behind”, don’t beat yourself up Bc you feel like you “failed”.. get up. Start again & trust the journey YOUR on. Take that trip. Buy that car. Make those new friends. THIS IS YOUR JOURNEY.
Having anxiety & depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. Its the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. Its wanting friends but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It feels everything at once so its like you're numb