all i can keep thinking about is how a band that i once called home and still do, is irreversibly broken. as parasocial as it may sound to those who don’t get it, i would not be who i am if it weren’t for all five of those boys. they’re the pillars of so many of our identities.
he showed so many signs of burnout, he was also vocal about it. hoshi even said to just leave woozi on his own that time. he went to wv multiple times to read fanletters without dropping any public updates. he's been having a hard time but all people do is talk ill of him.
Am I the only one who’s still not accepting he’s gone in deep down? i go to work, talk about it, trying to act normal around others but the voice inside of my head keep reminding me the fact he’s gone and my logical side keep denying to believe that, still not feel real