I gotta force myself to get up for this field day I woke up hella sad my feelings will never go away about my bd no matter who im wid or how long its been I really hate this happened to us .. my baby don’t got his dad
And I don't like asking for favors when it comes to my kid.....I take it very personal about him so I choose to not even put myself in that predicament
Dear Lord,
Today, teach me not to punish new people for old hurt. Everybody knows how to pull back, act funny, and call it peace. But give me enough healing to stay kind without staying available to what broke me. Help me know when to love close, love distant, and love without making my heart pay for somebody else’s damage. In Jesus’ name. Amen🙏🏽