Dammit man, this whole episode made me sick honestly. sick and emotional and heavy. The fakeout of Rue waking up and pills untouched, the Fezco/Mom hallucination, the fact that her only friends barely grieved her (maybe they didn’t show it) and Lexi being the only one grieving from a selfish standpoint (her grief is more about how she left things vs grieving Rue), Ali finally breaking, saving Maddy without realizing it, and the worse was Cassie’s “she was a drug addict”. I just wanna cry a bit. 👇🏻