@Star5fvi I think calling it selfish in the sense of just "your friends and family will miss you and it will make them sad" is messed up. However, it can be selfish in a situation like mine.
Yes, it's stupid to be angry at a dead person but I think I am absolutely allowed to be
@Star5fvi I don't always think it is but I think it CAN be.
I used to think the same until I got ptsd from witnessing a gory suicide in public. I still feel bad for him but I'm also still angry abt it and I do think it was selfish for me to have see that and deal w/ the ramifications