rii

🌸🍤 this is my personal hell 🍤🌸🖤 i'm using tilt controls!
i have arthritis memory problems etc. u can use my art for anything but AI. (i speak EN only)

[rii @riimakes]

i'm out now... there was nothing they could really do for the severe pain and bleeding as usual ahaha... i'm used to that but it always sucks. they did say the new meds are definitely having a horrible reaction in me and to stop taking them so at least it's nothing worse

[rii @riimakes]

rii go urgent care

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rii go urgent care

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i really really wish more people saw ardan's story or knew what happened in it. like mejiro ardan NOW like the fragile glass leg uma that runs every race like it might be her last and still wants to shine and win and not be forgotten despite everything

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aston machan and mejiro ardan should be friends. ardan's motivations are so close to machan's in wanting to be seen/not forgotten but it's played so very differently because she only gains that after spending years in an all-or-nothing shine in the moment mindset bc of her legs

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oh he changed it. my joke....... my funny post....ruined..... thats ok too though yay wahoo

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wowwwwww no little @ credit for my art on the thumbnail this time wowwww pensive emoji crying emoji.... cant believe this... smhmhmh... also wrong username in the description.... this is so cruel. im going to cry 5ever about it...

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funny haha aside i hope i can make it for that art stream bc wow my chronic illness flareup pain is really really getting bad. it's minor so far but the internal bleeding is startin again too... so annoying lol

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@WizardCat2K end of an era. from ragna joke no one remembers to wii sports joke people do remember to just... normal username. my jokes are gone

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handle changed. no longer wii sports joke.

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sorry for the white bg. everyone has a flaw. im sure you can easily cut it out

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quickly colored an older puyo style flay doodle and also here's a transparent version of the puyo style roon. #flayonscrayons

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i like to upload this screenshot i drew myself into sometimes for a bit and then delete it again when i get too embarrassed about it

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sorry i cant do better or do more

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when another person learns or draws in it its like yay wow!!! that person is amazing!!! i wanna do better too!!!! but seeing ai just churn it out and it looks better than what i can do at my best just makes me feel awful. like... why actually try

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i saw a tweet from someone earlier of puyo style fanart thats ai generated and it left me feeling so bitter, i cant get it out of my mind. ive been doing it for so long, and still try though it hurts my hands when i draw most of the time now, yet those people just... do that.

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still thinking about it after sleep. it's not about the notes or anything but the effort. it takes me so much. i have to both push and limit myself a lot to do it, and it took so long to learn the ins and out, and they can just... poof, there it is. and it looks better too...

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[Ida Ꮚ•ꈊ•Ꮚ @floofyfluff]

Sweet buns 🐇

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socky got me the battle pass when we fortnite'd today and we discovered that sonic's expression when doing the poki emote is just super horrible and its the funniest thing ever to me

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i do still wish my body wasnt falling apart and continually getting worse instead of better but fuck it we ball