riley (7/40lbs)

mors mihi lucrum ☦︎ dm for prayer reqs

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

my ed diary ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀
https://t.co/UF7lANa6ie

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@magnoliasomeday No more than 1200

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@ninistarves So real

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

Take me back to 114 bro

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

Okay I feel better now

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

Two thousand six hundred calories bro.

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

I just want to be 100 lbs

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

I hate being 130 I feel so fucking fat

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

I wish I never had been with a man

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

What happened calorically can never happen again

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@pink4aura Typically your supposed to add flour but I just did two eggs and some egg whites with a ton of vegetables. You can add whatever. Shrimp.
Cabbage. Carrots. Cucumber🤷🏻‍♀️
It was so good! Make it thin!

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

My take on yuchaejeon with hoisen and sriracha

total cals 314

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@aaliioolii20 I can understand how fasting within the church can be a trigger for you. It is for me and I have to remind myself I’m doing this for Him not for myself. 🥲

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

eating disorders fuel my sense of vanity and I just hate it. I hate lust. I want to be more like the Virgin Mary.

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@aaliioolii20 Fasting is definitely a tool to draw us closer to God but I would say the starvation that an ED drives a person to is sinful because the goal is not out of love for God and to glorify him, it’s to exalt yourself.
God definitely also doesn’t want us to be ill and destructive.

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@missmirgs Thank you 💜

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

I always look better in fall clothing, idc that it’s 89 degrees outside loll

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@dbl_shot_darlin I can relate sm. It’s so refreshing seeing people on edtwt with Christian beliefs. Lord have mercy on us. 💓

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@cfw_walther This made me laugh lolll

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

I’m so grateful for all my new moots 💓
God bless you guys

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

@skateracid 💓💓

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

#edtwt intro !!

★ 19, anorexia, she
— ugw 100, 5’3
— dni: against Christianity

↻ & ♡︎ to be moots!!

[riley (7/40lbs) @ril09y1]

stewed apples and cinnamon sound so good rn omfg