way. But happiness doesn't last eternaly, nothing does. But happiness in particular is more of a temporary state of the mind, you can be 5 minutes happy, maybe one week, maybe three months. But Life has it's way to pull you back, and get you out of it.
little money.. I’m sick of being judged and looked down upon when I try getting help when people act like I’m whiny and attention seeking and manipulative or “rage-baiting”, which only makes me feel worse and thinks dying is a rational choice.
The month after I quit was a hellish monstrous year. When I started taking it I was so enslaved to OCD and depression that it acted as a sort of anesthesia to anything. Like I had a clear mind for the first time ever. We'll see if this sensation changes now that I quit.