You will never know what a person endures just to hold their composure, so people won’t recognize that they are sad and struggling in ways no one else even feels.
so may nasasabi pala behind my back :(( i really didn’t expect that because all i know is that i was a good friend. i always thought everything was okay and that we were all comfortable with each other, even with me being makulit.
kaya minsan gusto ko na lang mag work pero pinipigilan nila ako, saying “sige gusto mo pala mag trabaho!”, “ipapasok kita sa construction”, like the fuck sinabi ko ba na construction, kung hindi naman yan yung isusumbat sasabihin nila “gusto mo pala mag trabaho edi sana umalis k”
nakaka tang ina, tipong na nanahimik ka sa bahay not saying a thing pero meron at meron parin silang na sasabi tungkol sayo, everytime na lang pag umaga ako bunot, hindi ko alam if lahat pa ba ng mga ginagawa ko tama.