ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩

ana, 21, bmi 18 ✩‧₊˚ sw 62 cw 51 gw 45

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ edtwt intro + moot hunt !

⋆˙⟡ ella | she / her | 21
‧₊˚ ⊹ cgw : 45kg

⋆˙⟡ pro recov ౨ৎ

♡ \ ↻ to be moots .ᐟ
#shtwt #edtwt #shedtwt #anatwt

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

@veilcuut but anti depressants:(

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

how do i get back in the community guys i need to lock tf in

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

i just had a pregnancy scare and my first thought was what a relief so that’s why i gained weight……

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

how do yall not binge when drunk… all self control leaves my body the second alcohol enter

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

~10 cals, super healthy and delicious
1 tsp cacao, sweetner and a splash of milk of choice

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

guys i think i might have an ed-

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

coach pls

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

pls help. i cant make myself thr0w. i need a way to FORCE my body to/laxat1ves without actually buying some

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

bodybuilder brother 🤝 ana sister

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

guys i need to lock in again… pls help

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

having to cross my legs to hold my phone between my thighs<3

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

i need to lock in immediately omg i let myself go so bad

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

so ive been slowly upping my intake… lately almost every day i had at least 1k calories… havent gained at all… is this how it’s supposed to be if u dont ruin ur body’s trust in u

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

@kitowinback 45kgs🙏🙏✨✨✨

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

my cookie dough
190 cals, 27g protein, 10g fiber… it’s the best thing in my life rn

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

looked at this photo from earlier lowkey almost had a heart attack thinking that’s my belly then realized it’s my ribs lol

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

how do i feel better without gaining weight
doctors fr just say gain weight or suffer im so tired of this

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

@dontcrysaanjh i hate this life fr omg

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

i want out
of this ed
of this life
of this body
of this story

[ella ·˚ ༘ ᡣ𐭩 @risncd]

i hate my life i hate that every day is all about food ugh ugh ugh