riu ⟡˖ ࣪

#edtwt loser ,, 4teen
cw: 54kg ꒰՞ °ᗝ°՞꒱

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

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[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

why do my parents suddenly decide to care after ignoring me and causing me so much pain in my life for years I don’t even know what I want anymore I don’t know if I want to be alone or if I want someone to finally see me

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

I just want someone to notice me

[ari of shedtwt 💊 @ang3lvoicez]

eating disorder and ao3. this is the life.

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

@avarexikks cvs has a lot of skincare and makeup so maybe u can tell her u want something from there ? and for the mugs i like to go after holidays like after christmas because then the mugs and themed stuff are on sale !!

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

drinking coke zero out of my penguin mug

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

@avarexikks cvs has very good but expensive stuff and it’s kind of easy to borrow stuff I think it just depends on the location because my cvs has a lot of cameras n stuff so I can only borrow small stuff 😢 but they always have cute mugs

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

broke my fast with a $5 meal #fat

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

I fucking hate my mom sm sometimes she confronted me abt missing breakfast infront of my sisters like plssss bruh idc if she knows but I don’t want my sisters to know

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

another day another $5 meal

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

I’m usually always w my mom she’s my best friend but I’ve been so sad and insecure I haven’t been going out w her and she noticed and now I feel horrible I’m the worst daughter ever

[ava姵岑 @avarexikks]

when you’re watching porn but the main girl is asian so all you can think of is thinspo

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

@avarexikks I got it last year for christmas !! my mom got it from cvs

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

@avarexikks it’s my favorite cup ever I can’t wait for Christmas so I can use it everyday 🤤

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

I was 1.2lbs away I don’t even wanna weigh myself I’m probably 3lb heavier now can I die

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

6th binge of this month #ok

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

I really want cheese dip w nachos but I’m 1.2lbs away from my current goal weight

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

fav song ever I can finally listen to it on spotify using local files cuz it’s cd only 😢

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

I want to drink soda out of my penguin cup

[riu ⟡˖ ࣪ @riukuuli]

was gonna go to the store and get dog safe yogurt and cookies so I could make my dog a cute little yogurt bowl but I overslept and my mom left without me 😭