My issue is that I know I should try to take a few seconds to collect myself when I become triggered, but I can’t 😭 because I don’t even know when I’m going to lose my shit.
From the outside looking in things look good: good gpa good school decent family life job etc whatver societal norms are for the most part but I’m on the inside I’ve been hurting.
aand you sing. and you dance.wnd carousel dreams.
yith your blonde hair and blue eyes
ioung girl in love and free
wmagining what its like to be
ariting in margins
ind you don’t even think to come near me.
p wont go where you go
foke & prod. it doesnt move.
ilm, between us.