Your Neighborhood Jolene

Internally Dead

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

I was on the first flight smoking.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Hate seeing her like this. Nothing I can do or say but I’m here.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Back in a city. Couldn’t let my best friend go through this alone.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

That relationship was a good 9-11 years ago.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Today my abuser stopped me in the gym to apologize for everything he did to me. Left me with an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Also, I got a new number

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

My tattoo guy said he down to trade services since I already do his hair. Run be my tattoo lol

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Not gonna lie I miss him like a mood but that nonchalant shit for kids and baby we pushing 40.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Broke up with my dude of 2 years on a Sunday. The following Saturday I had a whole new one. Go play with somebody else.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Spent my birthday weekend with my Ryan and my heart is so full. My whole body hurt from laughing b

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Jeep Week Myrtle Beach don’t owe me a damn thing.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

I’m m so ready to see my Ryan!!!!

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

After 2 years I guess I can let my friends meet mister lmao

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Me and Ryan about to get everybody nerves lmao I can’t wait.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Gonna go and do his hair one last time. Promised his daughters and sister I’d make sure he looks good.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

Lost one of my favorite clients 2 weeks ago so senseless gun violence.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

I’ve lost clients do other stylist but never lost one to life until recently and baby it sucks.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

My mama be throwing real life tantrums and it take everything in me not to laugh in her face. Ma’am you 63 chill.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

@Pebbles_Blake We under tornado warning until 8:40 I think.

[Your Neighborhood Jolene @riveruddin]

@Pebbles_Blake We are good for now. Just raining. Tornado sirens went off a few times