thoughtsinmyhead

be you.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

I can be “Evil” anyone can.

I only show force when I’m pushed back against.

You will not corner my soul and beat me anymore, I’ve got some spirits with me that aren’t here to play.

I, am not here to play.

“I believe that we will win, I believe that we will win”

Bring it.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

I will never apologize for being myself, I am who I am and I am proud of how far I’ve come.

The school district called me evil at 12 years old.

Ever since then I’ve been playing the “Evil” role, whole time I’m kind hearted and care about other people’s emotions.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

In my dream, I told them “I have to be famous” that’s why I removed them from my life.

The energy and response I got back from them in my dreams was disgusting.

“You HAVE to be famous?” “Hahaha”
And I could tell it was no longer who I once knew.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

Ever since I cut them, I have felt amazing.

Can’t help but remember our amazing times and I’m so grateful our paths intersected.

Like everything, the path must come to an end.

I’ll always love you guys, well the versions I once knew.

It’s hard for me to see who you are now.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

So glad I’m cutting dead ends.

You people been stealing my spotlight.

Give me my shit.

This mine!

[🫧 @sijuagain]

take it personal, they know what they’re doing

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

Had to cut off some friends, this next stage in my life is causing me to make great decisions. If they can’t get with me, don’t pretend you riding with me.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

I loved the version of you I’ll never see again.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

I’ll just forget it :/

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

can I even be mad…

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

you left me; so now I leave people before they can leave me.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

living this life and shit

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

fucking hate you

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

ugh.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

I wanna be industry but I feel like I can do it myself

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

Hopefully not, or maybe hopefully. Then they’d realize I’m a human like them with feelings and emotions.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

I wonder when I get famous are people going to find this account :/

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

i want to be a musician but I don’t want people to know me because then they’ll have expectations of me i never had of myself.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

“Percocet Medkit” need a feature. Lmk if you can slide this.

[thoughtsinmyhead @rjaysunknown]

Pain, pain go away; come again another day. </3