And last 2 days hearing the rumor saying he has a gf just broke all these imaginations, fantasy, delusions...๐คง
It's just a rumor though. He's very quiet at workplace, rarely hear his voice, like I barely know him too. If the rumor is true then damn that's a pity
K tbh why I have a feeling this crush is mutual cuz 1 I noticed he's always near me/linger around me. There's one time I was teaching my male work partner how to operate a machine and suddenly he appeared behind me and threw some trashes
the locker section... Like he walked pass me slowly (my locker was in front of mens toilet) and went into the toilet... this whole interaction here made me guessing that he saw my tired/sad face during rest and trying to see if I'm okay (my deluluness at it again)
I just realized you can love an artist without joining a fandom. You can simply enjoy them without getting involved in everything. Idk, thereโs something so peaceful about that, just appreciating them without all the noise.
Have a crush on someone at work after an eye contact and.. Last week we had a pretty intense eye contact... Now I understood why those drama always did slow motion effect when the main characters' eyes met cuz that eye contact feels like it lasted for a whole minute when actually