hunt3r

you know me sigh :( nerfed 🏚️twt

19 | he/him

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I need to become unrecognizable so no one will ever hate me again the me that exists now will be gone forever

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I can’t be this anymore I have to become something brand new something unrecognizable something loveable what is loveable what is acceptable if only I could replace my brain I could become something better something kind something with emotional intelligence and empathy

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I cant even describe the unfanthomable hatred I have for myself it’s not shame it’s hate pure hate I hate myself for not understanding why I am always the problem and why I always ruin everything why am I naturally inclined to do the wrong thing why is that my real self

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I can’t do this anymore I always feel the urge to become something new to become something else, to distance myself as far away from my identity as I possibly can, anorexia, that’s entirely just because I want to be a different person. I don’t even care what type, just different

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I don’t want to live with myself I keep fucking up everything even when I’m trying so hard not to every natural decision I’m inclined to do is always the wrong one. I don’t want to be this anymore I don’t want to be trapped anymore I’m trapped in myself, my awful self

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I don’t know why I even try to move on and pretend that everything I destroyed didn’t happen, like I have to play pretend everyday to ignore how I ruined my entire life irreversibly. Why do I lie to myself, change identities, be a completely new person, nothing will erase it

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

I want to make more fake sfx tonight

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Fully healed sfx fake #ouchietwt

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

@rosecrumble I block all of them bcz they lowkey seem like undercover ppl reporting our accs

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

They should make a game called how many times can people leave Hunters life because they can’t handle his behaviour before he stops thinking he’s the victim

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Feeling a very weird feeling. Got an existential crisis about all of the relationships and academic stuff I’ve ruined in my life and I zoned out like a tv show clip and it was strange

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Like yeah I did seem like an attention seeker who wanted to start drama why did I even think it was a good idea to talk shit about my one friend to my other friend I was stupid for thinking they’d be on my side nobody is ever on my side lmao

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Knowing I fucked everything up and everything was my fault but still feeling like the victim because of borderline personality disorder

[angel @s95Otx16wasr1O]

people on this app really think it’s normal to draw 10 hours a day and post art 5 times a week

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Like why did I need twomad oh my god oh my god

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Hello guys 875 cals today just take me out back and put me down I’m so fucking mad at myself

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Hello guys 875 cals today just take me out back and put me down I’m so fucking mad at myself

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

@Cameeronns Well

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Omg now she’s calling me an evil mastermind I’m crine

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

lol we convinced my brother to break the shit out of it so she couldn’t use it anymore🤣🤣 and now she’s blaming me and saying I broke it… like girl we all want that thing gone please

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

- a tub used for washing infants “she uses for laundry” (we have 6 laundry baskets as is + the only time she uses it is to throw clothes that are gross and torn beyond repair inside, and yes she refuses to get rid of the clothes too, it has become a breeding ground for bugs

[hunt3r @rngcoaster]

Hello guys I am playing my my little pony mobile game