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gone, not in use anymore. ⋆.˚

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.. I’m not returning. Just saying goodbye. Everyone goes to heaven, just not my husband. Adieu. :)

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@CurlyTheCaptain Alright, come. Goodnight for now. I love you. 🩵

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@CurlyTheCaptain We can live forever after that.

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@CurlyTheCaptain We do, yes. Come to bed. I’m tired. Let’s sleep. Okay?

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@CurlyTheCaptain Oh, I do! We’ve been together for so long by now.

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@CurlyTheCaptain No, no, you are.

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@CurlyTheCaptain And you’re mine. 💙

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@CurlyTheCaptain Aha, that’s what I thought. You put me in my crate at 8 PM.. 💭

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@CurlyTheCaptain I’m entirely yours.

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@CurlyTheCaptain So you really do love me. Oh, I’m /keeping/ you.

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@CurlyTheCaptain You big charmer. Let’s get married for real.

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@CurlyTheCaptain You’re supposed to be the sadist, not the masochist … but, like, we can switch. I GUESS.

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@CurlyTheCaptain …. also, is the random bruise on my thigh that appeared this morning your fault?

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@CurlyTheCaptain Oh you FREAK! You should have just asked … You’re the absolute worst.

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@CurlyTheCaptain I love you too. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my probably very very short life with you. If you start fucking other guys I’m gonna beat you so hard.

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All that there is left is to move on. Learn to love or whatever. Visit Dad and then die eventually. Not yet, though. I’ll let it come when it comes. For now, though … I guess I’ll just live.

- J :)

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I don’t know if everything has changed, but I have. I know I’m the same person and I’ll continue to be but I’m a different version of him and I think I’ll keep changing if I’m going to live. And I think I will. I’m going to go home.

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I still don’t want anyone I care about to die. Shockingly. I can’t fix whatever’s wrong with my body by now, there’s nothing I can fix. There’s nothing left to apologize for.