you get real careful with how you talk about it. you say solitude, as if you have any other choice. it hurts too much to think you deserve anything else, so you resign yourself to it without struggle: im solitary. you are very careful not to say lonely. (silas denver melvin)
this year i became incapable of pondering concepts without going absolutely insane about them. there is so much meaning everywhere all the time. and what am i supposed to do about that