@IAMSADISTIK I don't know that I have a favorite. I go through phases where I dive back into each album depending on what I'm feeling at the moment. That being said I think Haunted Gardens is the most beautiful album I've ever heard front to back.
@TheOnlyOrbei I'm in such a fog that i dont think ill have an option honestly. I've never felt so much terror coursing my veins in my entire life. At the same time it all feels like it was a bad dream.
@TheOnlyOrbei I've felt completely disassociated since it happened. I'm leaving in 3 days to go back to work because sitting here isn't helping. I have gone to see him but it's almost just as hard. I've never felt anything similar to this
Watching my grandfather have a stroke the other day was the most horrifying experience of my entire life. One of my childhood heroes was reduced to almost nothing in the blink of an eye. I don't think I'll ever be the same either. Hug your loved ones...
@IAMSADISTIK and @maulskull just dropped an album that will eventually devour the earth. Glad i have front row seats. Seriously this shit shattered all expectations
Adrift , settled in my reticence- That some might consider rude /Instrumentals plague my temperament, Spewing futile bitter truths/ My pen can't ink the depth of it, As voices blitz my interlude /Like choruses of spoiled kids ,or poisons in a centrifuge" started writing again..
"Abandoned Malls" by @AesopRockWins has some of the most absurdly brilliant verses I've ever come across. If he isn't proof of aliens then nothing is lol. He's been incredible forever but he manages to get better with time even after breaking the english language...
@IAMSADISTIK this song has a feel that I cannot put into words. It's brilliant. The way you ended it was perfection too "Guardians hum in a low pitch/ Shibari tongue twist to a clove hitch". I immediately wished that I had come up with that. Excited to hear the album
I don't deal with change very well and I'm at least 1000 times worse at dealing with loss. I'll never understand life and I'll never have the courage to attach any type of meaning to it.
One of my most prized possessions is this painting of @IAMSADISTIK that I had @Al_Bender create just two months before his untimely passing. His humility always stuck with me to the point I'd sometimes forget that he juggled more talent than anyone could possibly understand. RIP
@Tr1zz Ten years ago my salary was crazy low. For the past 8 years I've been making 8 times that. I was actually happier at my old job tbh. I always thought the kind of money I make would fix everything for me but I'm slowly learning lol.