(he was never home and id see him like 4 times a year on average) Her world was flipped upside down. We moved back to italy, she had to get a shitty job, we moved to a shitty apartment, no money.
Like it's holding every word we were too afraid to say out loud, every 'I miss you' that got stuck in the throat, and every 'stay' that we whispered only after the door had already closed.
was given "binds" as a prompt for an assignment whose whole scope was to see if we had an interesting point of view to share and decided "this is gonna be all about bookbinding and shibari and my recent heartbreak".
So I didn’t think it was the right time. I just thought maybe when we go on our next contracts we will be sent to different ships since there are 20 ship
one chocking me and i am not under the water and my brain is just making that up ???????????? SO I HAVE TO LET MYSELF FEEL ALL KIND OF THE PAIN TO SURVIVE? I almost lost my mind in the process tho