ray, ia

for xh only. read carrd byf!

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

#XdinaryHeroes: they were the best of my life.

#엑디즈_세상을_구한지_벌써일년
#1YearWithXdinaryHeroes
#엑스디너리히어로즈 @XH_official

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

I really, really loved you and cared about you so much, Villains… Please stay healthy and take good care of yourselves…. 🥲

[ten @gunilsmenu]

he didn’t leave us with just a company statement, instead he chose to explain everything himself. he admitted what he did, apologized, took accountability, and gave us the context even when it meant exposing deeply personal things. at least he didn’t leave us wondering forever.

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

pls bilang ini bohongan jir…… sampe akhirnya aku active di akun ini lagi… even my latest tweet was about him <\3

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

gunil…..

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY #Gaon

#HappyGaonDay
#세상의_가운데에_가온이가_서있길
#DreamingGaonDay

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

happy birthday to the best leader ever <3!
#HappyGunilDay #모두의_심장을_두드릴_건일이_생일 #OurBestGUNILeaderDay

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[ #Xtra_Scenes ]

빌런즈 심장을 두드릴 건일���의 생일 파티🐹🥁

https://t.co/GBvvATgaoJ

#HappyGunilDay
#모두의_심장을_두드릴_건일이_생일
#OurBestGUNILeaderDay

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Gun-il

#HappyGunilDay
#모두의_심장을_두드릴_건일이_생일
#OurBestGUNILeaderDay

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

@XH_official selamat ulang tahun sayang 🤍

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

@XH_official lucunya 🥺

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

@XH_official omggg

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

2023년 6월 26일도 작년만큼, 아니 작년보다 더 더 행복했다. 빌런즈, 엑디즈라는 내가 사랑하는 사람들과 함께 생일을 맞을 수 있다는 건 나한테 너무나 큰 행복인 것 같다. 그들이 내게 준 사랑보다 더 큰 사랑을 고스란히 전해줄 수 있는 그런 큰 사람이 되어야겠다. 아 그리고 빌런즈 사랑한다❤️

#정수 #Jungsu
#뎡듀
#정수의_목소리가_세상에_울린날 #OurJUNGSUperHeroday

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

#HappyJungsuDay #정수의_목소리가_세상에_울린날 #OurJUNGSUperHeroday 😗‼️‼️

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[ #Xtra_Scenes ]

🦖🐱정수의 목소리가 세상에 울린날🦖🐱

https://t.co/KaFHAXDe1n

#HappyJungsuDay
#정수의_목소리가_세상에_울린날
#OurJUNGSUperHeroday

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jungsu

#HappyJungsuDay
#정수의_목소리가_세상에_울린날
#OurJUNGSUperHeroday

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

Xdinary Heroes 1st Fanmeeting
🚌BAND CLUB XV: 2023 SUMMER CAMP

Concept Photo

#가온 #Gaon
#Ode

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES
#BANDCLUB_XV #2023SUMMERCAMP

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

WE CHEERED

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[엑디즈's 락 더 월드 2]
Ep. 0 Teaser

https://t.co/SRfO8oLEqK

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES
#XH_RockTheWorld2

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

@XH_official THANK YOUUUU

[ray, ia @rockingaon]

@XH_official OMG

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[엑디즈's 락 더 월드 2]
Ep. 0 Teaser

https://t.co/SRfO8oLEqK

#XdinaryHeroes #엑스디너리히어로즈
#WE_ARE_ALL_HEROES
#XH_RockTheWorld2