ended up being a 17 page analysis + write up for a weekly assignment π€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈ still have to review a separate case for the weekly quiz before class too sigh
my ops class is genuinely insane. i wish i heard all the bad things about it before i signed up for it instead of now. my assignment due in like 1.5 hrs is equivalent work to an undergrad final for an ops class in undergrad. this is a WEEKLY assignment. π€¦ββοΈ
when the final for this comes around i am so boned but i alr learned my lesson for not being able to study for my other class because of this one, i'm going to just take a fat L in this class to focus on the other one instead come finals
recent events making me revert into bad mindsets
sigh
i haven't changed anything about what i do, so might just be a sign to start looking beyond my boundaries for new ppl as i always have to
today is a very strange day. i'm just going to put my head down and try and get my work done before class and be a zombie during class
i wish things felt more normal recently but idk why so many things are changing for seemingly no reason
this school is weird and ppl are weird.
so many other people do so much better just taking the L than me i wish i could just lie down and take the L instead of mentally splitting my head in 2 for school which isn't even that important in the grand scheme of things it's not like i won't graduate
for better or for worse
keep forgetting i have a long night class today i thought i had the ENTIRE day open to study and i just lose 4 hrs to class + prob won't be able to study after unless i somehow still have brain power left after
i think i'm just fucked for tomorrow's morning exam i can't focus
so unmotivated this entire semester it's so bad
it sucks cause this exam is for my "easiest" subject (not even an easy subject) but the other subjects are tearing me apart so i can't focus on this one... need to shift priorities better :(
didn't bring my hair straightener with me this time and now that my hair is starting to grow out the left side is always curlin everywhere πππ
watched a 2am in osaka vid where they went out and got stuff from fun vending machines and saw restaurants still open and got a massage and hit the arcade
sigh the quality of life difference is crazy man why can't we even have 1) arcades open here 2) good arcades
asia W
like why am i even signed up for this atp i could learn this subject by myself without having to waste my time going over something i already in a class from 5:40-9pm with an insufferable professor β οΈ
too bad i wasn't allowed to drop this one such an L
uaaaaaaaaaaa the lack of sleep is really biting me today. but also the work i have to do is insanely dry i'm so tempted to hit campus to just shred piano but i really can't afford to waste the time π¬
getting so annoyed with my ops class, it's spend 3.5 hrs in class going over a case you already had to go over tons of times to do analysis over then when you get the homework it's something completely unrelated to class, you have to learn it yourself then go over it next class..
LOL right after that he asked a super dumb question to the professor and she's literally the nicest person ever and her response was basically like, "you're asking me that AGAIN??? why don't you try paying attention" !!!!!!!!!! GOT HIS ASS
was late to class and missed all the context for a super complicated problem we'll be working on for like half of class ugh
also when i dont sleep enough im more sensitive to noise and the guy in class who makes so much noise is pmo so much rn i want to choke him AHHHH SHUT UP!!