i miss when i could talk and think properly i have so much to say and so much to think about but i just can’t there’s a mental block any time i try. i hate it so much bc i need to say shit and i wanna get stuff off my chest but i can’t even word it or think abt it properly
it makes me so sad bc i really really care about them and appreciate them and love them so much. but for some reason i can’t put any effort into talking to them. it’s not fair on them at all im such a shitty friend
my friends hate me but i can’t even be mad bc it’s my own fault. why can’t i communicate with people wtf is wrong with me. i apologised to my best friend for not replying bc im not doing well, he invited me to go out with him and talk but i didn’t reply and now its been a month
some of my friends are understanding but i know they’re gonna start getting pissed with me soon. like im just a waste of time lol why would they keep putting energy into someone who can’t give it back or even fucking respond to their messages