I've realized that God has been taking care of me this whole time. Maybe not in luxurious ways. Maybe not with an easy life. But through His protection, provision, good health, helping me survive hard days, and always giving me just enough to keep going.
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiralin