Im gonna be getting off social media completely. Even the small amount i do check it just reminds me how much it can fuck up my mood and just isnt healthy at all. I will still be around on discord but dont expect to see any interactions coming from any of my socials.
I know I haven't streamed in a hot ass second.... and that trend will continue but I will be gaming with @FluxxLuminous today along with @EEDXIII . Swing by here: https://t.co/HDsedqla2i
Man I really want to plant more stuff but i have neither the time nor strength to dig out and clear another patch in the yard. Let alone the extra money for the soil and materials... but I clearly have a problem I need more tomatoes and herbs...
Thank you for all your support. Your messages have been so lovely and mean so much to my mom and I. For those wondering, I think I'm still going to go to europe. Mom says the distraction will be good for me and to see my girls. I've been in bed every day so she might be right. I know that so many of you spent your hard earned money on plane tickets and hotels to see me, and I don't want to disappoint you. I can't promise that I'll be able to be there the whole time without breaking down but I want to try. I want to be strong for you.
Im so exhausted but the second raised garden bed is setup and the peppers have been planted. I would also like to take this time to thank the real MVP mama ronin. Her knowledge and assistance is the only reason it came together.
I need to get out of this funk but my tried and true methods arent doing the trick. Im still keeping busy and active but just feeling more tired then invigorated
Man loss is never easy & can put thing into perspective but fucking hell does it hurt. Kon I'm going to miss the back and forth, the stupid shit that we all did, late night gaming/gabbing, the shitty MMOs we played hoping. Gone to soon man fuck. Keep your friends & family close
Never forget social media is a cesspool of drama farming, rage bating and interaction bait. If you ever find yourself getting heated or upset by what you see on it take a break and just remember the old 90 & 00s adage. Dont feed trolls and breath a bit.
@Ramaea I dont think theres anything wrong with the occasional just. "Hey checking in hows life". Often times its exactly what someone needs and even if not its always nice just to hear from a friend. Little jestures always go much farther than we think.
@AerosAliken It almost never works out when ive tried it. Either i cant actually get the nap in or i sleep past the alarm and its like 2 hours later lol
Out at the farm we had 2 wild turkeys and 2 wild deer come right up to the tree line by the house was kinda a crazy site how they just chilled for a bit