why am i even here

31 but looks 21

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@dhelsadell Gue mending jd tua dan mati sendirian daripada menikah dan menderita. As long as I have enough money, good place to live, surrounded by good people, I can study, travel, have pets, and enjoy my life as much as I can, unhappy marriage just isn't so worth it anymore.

[Tris @sutrisnoam]

@mardiasih Kemungkinan Kenapa banyak tindakan KS di institusi pondok pesantren ya salah satunya adanya solidaritas semacam ini yg gerak cepat melindungi pelaku ketimbang korban.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

I mean, CFA aja yg scope nya di keuangan dan investasi doang ujiannya susah dan ada board assessment nya. Nah ini urusannya multidisciplinary dan nyampe akhirat pula, kualifikasinya apa?

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

This is what baffled me the most. Untuk masuk kualifikasi sbg 'ulama' atau 'tokoh' itu harus punya credentials yg seperti apa ya? Ada ujiannya kah? Tim yg assess siapa? Kalo ujiannya ga lulus bisa ngulang ga? Terus gelarnya berlaku brp lama? Nuhun.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@skyundocean @mardiasih @afrkml Mungkin buat mereka pelecehan seksual bukan penghinaan terhadap agama :)

[Dr. Laily Fitry @MahameruLee]

Orang2 patriarkal selalu melindungi pelaku kekerasan patriarkal lainnya. Krn mrk tahu kalo satu bentuk opresi terbongkar, maka posisi kekuasaan mrk juga terancam. Kalo sudah begini, peran keulamaan dipake sbg tameng kuasa, bkn sbg media u/ melindungi mrk yg lemah.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

Call it cherry picking, but I'm grateful I have enough common sense to read between the lines, putting things into context, and refusing to believe in some particular aspects of this belief system.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

LOL
I used to be jealous of those who get to be listed as Forbes 30 under 30. Until I got the latest edition, found some very familiar names who I used to work with, and yes, I've confirmed that some of them paid to be in that list.

[Mikael Dewabrata 📊 @MikaelDewabrata]

Satu lagi 30 under 30 @Forbes fix seorang scammer. Nipunya sampe 175 juta dolar gila!

Charlie Javice adalah CEO Fintech bernama Frank yg disuntik dana dari JP Morgan, yg ternyata bisnisnya dijalankan di atas sebuah kebohongan.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@BaymaxYourbae @FWBESS - Selingkuh, abusive, religious bigot dan merendahkan perempuan.

- If you're as rich as Jeff Bezos.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@astrozeleno @FWBESS Idk, there are many random acts of service I received. Or gifts. Or WOA. Yg bela2in nyetir jauh cuma buat ketemu gue. Kirim2 gue Starbucks atau dessert2 ke kantor. Muji achievement gue, saying that he's proud etc etc.

I appreciated them but it didn't really move me that much.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@twenty4ourse7en @FWBESS Ga

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@hxzelmoon @Askrlfess Yup, true. Never text twice.
If he at the end wanted tocome through, he'll come through. And that's when you cut him off.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

Ya capek.
Tapi hidup akan lebih capek lg kl lo ga cantik, ga berprestasi, dan ga berpendidikan.

[Askrlfess @Askrlfess]

[askrl] apakah kamu relate dgn ini?

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@Abu_Hafiiz @worksfess Bagossss
Karena emang kalo ada perselingkuhan ya perempuannya kan ya yg salah dan harus dikurung. Pintar sekali.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@tanyakanrl Ga juga, gue abis dibentak biasanya block WA, IG, Tele, dan hapus nomer. Ga semua perempuan nangis kl dibentak, ada juga yg langsung males dan cabut.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

I mean, even me, being born and raised in a pesantren, wouldn't even bring myself to do that kind of insult to anyone especially someone I cared about. Their faith is something that makes them who they are. Why would I dare to tell them to leave that?

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

Happened to one of my exes. He's a devoted christian. Abis putus dari gue dia pacarannya sama cewe muslim lagi, dan ortu si cewenya ini terang2an minta dia pindah agama kl mau serius.
They broke up not a week after that.

When he told me that a few months later, I just laughed.

[adisti @adisdasdissss]

@WatchmenID Film2 kyk gini nih bikin org lain obsesi pengen bikin pasangannya pindah agama krn keliatannya keren banget bisa menggoyahkan iman orang lain sampe difilmkan. Oke.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@Ajayharrysimon @FWBEEES @18fesss What you called science is just a snippet of a journal you take without context just to support your shallow opinion. More disgustingly, you brought my mom into this and I'm not gonna stoop that low. Finding myself responding to you felt more disgusting than being a cum dumpster.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@18fesss Ga. Ribet. Watched a lot of these videos dan kendalanya semua sama: ribet urusan hygiene. Even lo hidup kayak gini di US yg ramah camper pun cari air dan buang kotoran susah. Bisa gila gue.

[why am i even here @roomtoruminate]

@sdgbetmut Yakin ini bukan dianya yg marah kr LO yg selingkuh?