Yes I did in fact harm myself, I do somewhat regret doing so, I have it covered up right now, as of right now I am fine and trying to better myself and take care of myself... i cleaned it, it wont be infected, I will be fine
Addressing last night:
I am fine... there was a domestic issue that I was caught in the crossfire of and im hoping there is a way forward, my trust for my 2nd mother has been eroded and will take a while to get back but the music I made at least let me blow off much needed steam
@ghostface_prime if u do attempt 015 or 016 in its entirety feel free to make a listen log, id love to see how those tracks affects a person in practice
@ghostface_prime some of the multidays even have more than one movement but the changes happen after a really long time in general, like the first time 016 changes is over 50 files down
@ghostface_prime its moreso the idea you can do productive stuff on the side and have it play, youll still notice things and feel some sort of hypnotic effect from the long drones that go on and on, it becomes your ambient background in a way, the super long tracks for BoH work for that reason
@ghostface_prime makes sense but im glad u got to check it out at the very least lol, i dont exactly expect anyone to really listen to these ngl... tho Neil keener said him and clayton did want their stuff to be heard but never expected it... im glad someone is at least giving them a try