rory

back from recovery for the 3rd time 😬 here we go again

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january accountability

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y’all i was forced into recovery for a bit but im back 😭

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i might try doing high res for a bit to see if that makes me feel better so im not gonna be as active cause i’ll feel way to guilty don’t unfollow though im probably gonna give up and go back to low res in like a day

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i ate normally today and i’m so upset with myself but i needed to i was literally dry heaving and throwing up cause of the restriction naseau 😐

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january 10th literally felt like i was dying all day:
275 cals

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january accountability

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january 9th:
440 cals

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i always have nightmares that i binged 😬 this ed won’t let me have peace even when im sleeping

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if my stomach is still fucked up tmrw i’m gonna be sooooo mad

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i literally love going on walks but i hate being cold please summer come sooner

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tbh i feel like my birth control is definitely making it harder to loose weight in my legs 🤔

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most triggering thing that ever happened to me was when i was on the bus with 2 of my guy friends and one grabbed my thigh and said “jiggly” i will never get over that 😭

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people who can do intense workouts while low restricting are literally insanely talented (or just insanely disordered) i can barely get out of bed

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god i feel the naseau starting again pls i just want to enjoy my meal

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no matter how many times i recover… i always come back- william afton

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forever grateful that i love the taste of healthy foods

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so mad i deleted all my old body checks when i started recovery that would have been good motivation right now

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my ed is giving me summer 2020 vibes that was definitely my restricting peak (my mental health was horrible tho and i was in and out of the hospital and the psych ward 😬😬😬)

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omad is a life hack because ur pretty much fasting 23 hours every day except it makes me feel like shit but atleast im getting skinny 🤞

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getting my favourite food for omad tonight im so excited hopefully it will make me feel less sick and dead

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my tweet getting 300+ likes and me having less than 50 followers is really sad 😬

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i think i’m gonna have go up my intake cause i can’t deal with the naseau and dry heaving i hate my life 😭

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these things are so good and lowkey taste like a chocolate bar (very lowkey) they’re only 70 calories i love them so much i literally get them at the dollar store